today.... was a normal day. as usual, school. but i went to the clinic first inthe mrning, to get 2 injections D: i got like on m both arms. damn it. and you know, the nurse is so stupid. i mean like after the injection, she put the band aid on my arm. and just know, when i opened my band aid, there's no like blood stain or what so ever. i just realised that she just stick the band aid on my arm, not covering the hole that she made from the injection thing -___-

okay, so today was as usual, boring and nothing exciting. rhiannon left *sobs* yeah, i knew her only like 2 weeks, but she's a nice girl. wish you all the best woman!ahahaha and the people who went to spain is back. well, some of them were not at school, cuz they're ill.
theeennn....second break i had cookies in jofferey's.lol and i bought 1 more box for me to eat in the bus.MWAHAHAHAHAHA wanna see how the cookies look like???


*ehem, my cookies look much better than those.HAHAHAHAH*

OMG, school is like disaster for me. well first, it WAS. like HELL. HELL DUUUDE!!HEEELLLL!!! okay, so yeah, i came to school late cz i have to catch the aramco bus at 7. then i went to my dad's office, cuz i don't wanna go to school alone. like first day of school aloone, without you dad or mom, or who ever that is older than you is like shizzzz. okay, yeah, i came late, talked and talked and went to my VERY first class. with mrs.paparochi (yeah, that's what ppl call her) she's like..... JHFHGFVJHAFDSJHFDSHASG. well wtv. she has a mental problem or something. and yeah, i met new ppl. they're nice tho :D and what's good abt them is their unity. i mean they talk to each other, even tho they have their own gang or bff. unlike migs -__- like in migs, ppl don't really talk to each other. i mean like in here, they actually know each other well and is like.... BETTER THAN MIGS (okay, that's the point) like they have the popular and non popular in migs. i'm in the middle. so yeah.

okay, school is like HUGE. as in like HUUUUUUGGGGEEEEEEE!!! you have to walk like miles and miles to your class (lol, not really in MILES, but around 400m?300m?500m?) cuz my form class is like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy up there. the teachers are ok. subjects are ok...kind of hard, cuz i'm new. like i didn't even touch my books during the holiday and even when they gave me the books and EVEN NOW WHEN I ALREADY START THE SCHOOL. no no, i'm just joking. OF COURSE, i touch my books nowadays, cuz i have to do my friggin hw. WE ACTUALLY HAVE HWS LIKE EVERYDAY.WHAT THE HELL. no wonder people here got A******************* lol. and the canteen.... is like FUCKINGBIG. omg, you ppl might think i'm like a retard or vilgaer or wtv shit you wanna say, but seriously, i was AMAZED.LOLOLOL. oh gawd, yes i know... i'm a retard. BAHAHAHAH and we have two breaks BABEH!!TWOOOOOOOO!!!BREAKNYA DUA KALI LOH DINAAA!!ahahaha (apaan sih, sok deh.)

next, after all this excitement and all............ when i arrive home. EVERYDAY.... EVERY NIGHT, i feel like crying.... CRYING like FUCKING HELL!!! i was so so so DEPRESSED. i don't know why. WHY??? :( i miss my friends. i miss all the good times that we've spend togther at school. eventho we're like nerds, but it was fun (BOOHOO, yes we were nerds. but COOL nerds.LOL!) like we hung out together, sleepover, all those times!!! I REALLY MISS THEM. all the photos that i have. i kept them always in my wallet. i love you guys. LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! i wish i can like stay there till we graduate and go to prom together (WHICH IS NEXT YEAR!!!SHIT!) >.< but now, I HAVE TO REDO YEAR 10 AGAIN! and wait for another...2 years to finish my school. :/ and dina, i will always remember the time when you punch my cheek. the mark left on my cheeck will never ever come off.LOL. yeah, FELL GUILTY FOR IT!!!

and soooo.... i have to face my new life. new challange. new environment. new kinda of treatment. new friends. new people. new teachers. new crushes (BAHAHAHHA, no, not atm. non of them are like.... attractive for me.cuz i love asians.ngehehehhe, i'm so racist. no, i love all races :) )new.... new what?? new accent??LOL, okay, seriously, now i'm like trying to speak british like other people. in my school people speak likcingcongcingcong lalalalallajsgfbajhgjhcasa, like in british and i was like omg :O but i love their accent, it's like so.... nice!!ahaha, at first, i can't understand them talking...ahahahha, but i get used to it. tho i still can't understand some of them cuz of the rush. xD

WELCOME TO MY LIFE!! wish me luck ppl! :D

okay, i read this indonesian news just now, and one of McCain's uppoeter said that obama is an arabian?LOL. i was like wtf?! go to wikipedia you lady, and READ. from tht, i see that not many people 'there' [you know what i mean by THERE, cuz i don't wanna be offensive etc] don't really read stuff carefully. they judge shit but it's cover. okay now, if he's arabian, wth is wrong with that? is it like ALL arabian gonna bomb the world huh?HUH? and and if they do, then why don't they bomb this place, i mean this american compound where i'm living now? fyi, there're lotsa expariates here. i am so mad, that people just think that islam is all about terrorist and thos fucking shit. let me get it straight, thos people who bomb others are just a bunch of mad cows. i don't really agree to people who traslate the term 'jihad' as fighting others/terrorising people. i mean, there are lotsa other things that you can do. our beloved prophet a;lways say that violent is always th last choice in every decision that you're making. ALWAYS THE LAST. so why don't people start to do jihad in business? like to be a sucessful person in business, and bring the name of islam in it. that's is juhad also. or or you can teach others about islam, that's jihad. bring up the name of islam in a good way is lso a jihad. so, i'm like so so so sooooooooo disappointed with people nowadays. i know, i'm not like a holy peson or etc. sometimes a bitch to people lalalala, bu please, do you even have any effin clue who bomb 911? like, have you investigate it yourself? what if your own people did that, indirectly? like they pay the 'arabian-looking' guy to do that?huh? hink of it. don't be like a frog in the coconut shell. don't trust the media 100%

[01] Do you ever wonder what your current ex is up to?
probably, sometimes :D





[02] Have u ever been given roses?
nop :P





[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
lol?ummm..a walk to remember i guess





[04] Had a Long distance Relationship?
used to









[05] Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around
absolutely






[06] Do you want to get married?
later, after i've achieved my goal (:





[7] How many kids do you want to have?
2, a guy and a girl xD







[08] Last person you hugged?
ugh... my sister? well, i don't realy hug ppl. oh well, may be cania :P





[09]who was the last person you held hands with?
lmfao, my sister




[10] Do you believe in love at first sight?
urm.. not really







[11] Would you kiss your ex ?
psshh, nop









[12] At what age did you start liking boys/girls?
grade 1. AHHAHAHA







[14] Do you know someone who likes you?
well, kinda





[15] Do you like/love someone?
errmm, nop.


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[16] Do they know you like/love them?
bah, dunno







[17] would you kiss anyone on your top?
where? myspace? depends, i'll kiss their cheeks, not lips (;







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first of all, i wanna say happy eid mubarak people! may Allah bless you guys with joy and happiness tehee~~:D for the past 3/4 days i was not in KSA, aka saudi arabia cuz i went out of country, to qatar >.< lemme say this. qatar is waaaaaaaayyyyyy better than saudi, more freedom etc, but KL is still the best bcuz of the transportation (; so, i went by car, tok like about....7 hours may be to reach doha (we got lost, peeing, etc.) then i went to to the cc sister's house :P carisa cania, they used to be my naighbour in unocal, balikpapan. i met lotsa new & old friends like.... syania, mba dea, nisa, andin, anti, oca and blabla. we ate food, chit chat and went back home. the next morning i had a breakfast (not so mch of variation, but quite nice) then off to.... -think hard- TO AL-KHOR! yeah, this place is something like saudi aramco's cmopound too, but ehem, aramco is waaaayyy better than that place. BAHAHAHHAA. anyway, went to to visit some houses, eat eat, chit chat then i went to this housem i dunno whose house is that. ate, chit chat then went back home. i mean hotel. at night i went to MD and BS' house (mba dea and syania). we play petak umpet (hide and seek) once then ate then went to this guy's house....iwam if i'm not mistaken play this card game, guitar heroes and off to the hotel. seriously, very tiring... but fun xD

theeeennn, the next morning i went to vi...kasjhgdhagfsdh place, kinda like a mall with river in it. typical venice type. to the 'virgin' book store and i got this angel looking casing for my iPod!! olalaaaa. bought books, still couldn't find breaking dawn!!!T0T i seriously want that book!and i want don't die, my love also. sounds cool :P okay, after that we..oh ya, i went to the valalla mall with the cc sisters and their dad && my dad && sister.back. after that we went to this coffee shop and i ordered caramel coffee. taste like.... shit. sorry, but that's the fact. finished the coffee, we went to city center for a movie WILD CHILD!!MWAHAHAHAH, nice movie, the guy in the movie is quite cute (: british people are hawt! lol. after the movieeee, we went eating and shopping. dude, like seriously...i don't really go shopping with friends. i only go into a shop, look around, try on some clothes, take pictures and offwe go!!!!! ehehehe. i know i know, imma nerd, but who cares, i'm just tryin to save my money xD anyhow, all the fun and excitement ended. sobs sobs, i had to leave my friends... but anyway, at night i went to four season hotel for dinner with some ibu ibu i don't even know. i met their children. almost the same age as me. 3 guys and a girl plus me. oh well, not so much of talking. lemme remember their names... yasmin, the lil kid, danang andsi bang. LOL, cuz people call him bang. one of them is my friend's ex-crush.fsdgasdhgafsduasdasdfnadansdcag. yup. that's right. lalalala, finished eating, it's taking pictures time!!! click click click and finished. went back to the hotel, slept, woke up in the morning, people are waiting for us to say good bye and brooom, we went back to KSA, to my doomest place of all!! to my b-o-r-i-n-g and plaaaaaaaain life. it took 7 hours again, cuz we nyasar2 to places we don't even know. we almost went to the middle of nowhere.lol. it wan fun though. nice place.

so, that's my story. kinda boring, may be lotsa spelling mistakes cuz i'm typing it like roughly and don't even bother to scan through it anymore. i'm kinda tired. kind of. i wanna talk to people!! i'm so lonely here D: add me:thunder-125@hotmail.com. so sad here people. add add!! PS: may be the nex hos, i wanna go to dubai or may be jordan or even egypt and turki/turkey/turky. wtv the speling is. with car (: oh and insya allah i'm gonna publish my photos tmrw. including my narcissm kekekekke

psshh, i'm getting SICK of her. let's just call her.. THE HOE! we've known each other for likea years and years and yeaarrsssss. i'm not lik insulting her or wtv. i'm just SICK of her SHOWING OFF SHIT IN FRONT OF ME!*not directy, but i can feel that* he thinks she's cool, chillin, gangsta, the princess... oh PLEASE. let's just MOVE ON! ehem, sorry. i don't swear a lot in front of public. i swear like in my own room, in my hreat... bahahahah not so innnocent at all!

moving on. i'm thinking of putting some 'useful' infromations... something like gossip, news etc. today i wanna talk about milerzzzz dating with justin wtv his name is. 15 and 21. wow. big gap. take care kid, remember no sex before marriage! btw, justin is an undie model...BAHAHAHAH. miley is a lucky girl! p;

MILEY AND JUSTIN
*justin looks freaky and miley looks like a barbie doll. i'm a barbie doll, lives in barbie world!

as usual, i'm bored. i want to tak about my umroh, but don't feel like it. might be boring. so i decided to talk about. anything! i'm thinking about obsession now.... hmmm, yes i hate it when i'm so obsessed with something. anything. like boys, books, moves or even the stars! like like skandar keyenes, and some other dudes. the funny ting is that, kep on imagining that those things are real. as if skandar keynes *ehem* is there, tight in front of me. o___o. weird but that's the fact. EVEN WITH BOOKS! for example twilight *maan, i love that book so much!* at night, before i close my eye and disappear to my lala land, i like to think about the characters, i looovveee the picturised them, lik how do they look and this and that and shit. obsession is killing me. shopping obsession, make-up obsession *thought i don't even have one*, books obsession, popularity obsession. gosh.

and what else?i have no inersting tories to talk about eversince i cam here. to saudi. no school yet. no friends yet. not crushes yet. nothing. talk about saudi?naahh, all i can say is that saudi is full of sand, and wow, did you see that? my neighbour just came out. what a coincidence :O shit, wtv. he looks older than me. he's calling a texi. 'taxi!-wistle-' and WHO IS THAT?! a girl? omg! what is he doing?lololol. it's like 1. 39 pm here and it's like imposscible for people to have...ehem. yeah. psshh, i'm like spying on him. -____- wtv. see, that's one of my obsession too. spying on people. hope he doesn't mind. bahahahaha.

MY LIFE IS SO PLAIN!!!!ADD SOME COLOURS TO IT PEOPLE!! as if my life is a black and white picture with me posing like mona lise or something. plain, dull, boring. no variation *lol, variation?*

the heading is from taylor swifts' lyric, love story. the song and the singer are both pretty (: if i'm a boy, i would be head over heel because of her. here's the official music video, enjoy!



anyway, today i did nothing, except my mom got mad at me cuz of my laziness. i'm too lazy to watch my clothes and *ehem* undergarments. so i had to clean up my house, vacuum the floor and carpet, clean the tables etc. then i laid down on the bed before going out to pick up my dad. but accidentally i fell asleep. mom woke me up though. blablabla, and now i'm here sitting in front of the computer gain, typing random shit. oh, yesterday i did make some soft cookies. very yummy and delicious. tips for making soft cookies: use vanilla pudding mix, it makes your cookies much chewy and yumyum. but i use jell-o cookies and cream,making them more delicious (: i'll show you my cookies.

*sigh* today is... sunday if i'm not mistaken. another boring day for me, sitting in front of the computer, editing shit and checking my friendster, facebook or myspace. i've been waiting for WILLIAM MOSELEY (ehem, i bet you guys know who's he) to reply my freakin' comment in his friendster (cuz i know that his friendster is real), but yet, no respond. i give up. i know you are so popular. ugh. anyhow, today i'm planning to make soft cookies, but then, my plan and dream has vanished into the thin air because of the fact that i don't have measuring cup or weight thingy. my mixer is still inside the box, which my mom said to open it later when my dad's at home. oh gosh, i'm dead bored now. i didn't take a bath this morning, too lazy. bahahaha. ...... i don't feel like typing long post now. may be next time. see ya!